The Lord & I (part 7)

Day by day...there we were knowing more and more about each other...we start at 12.30 and end our talk at 1.30-2...sa3a o ni9 mafeeha tharat malal...siwalfa 7ilwa...and most of all he makes me smile...no he makes me laugh...o mo ay '9i7ka...'9i7ka min galbi...i knew that he was a manager in an investment company...graduated from kuwait university with a degree in marketing and he was in his early forties...

Day by day...9irt an6er el sa3a t9eer 12.30...i come to work looking forward to that hour...

Day by day...12.30 to 2 is becoming the lord time...i do my best to be available...and work hard to make sure i have nothing then...

My god the chemistry between us is unique...we clicked so well...

im starting to feel attached...scary feeling...thats not my goal...i just wanna have a fun talk...

i ignored that feeling...6annnnnnnnnnnnnnashta...and i just simply looked forward to are next chatt...

The Lord & I (part 6)

Another day...a very busy day at work...

i was thinking ya tara will i see him again like he said...at the same time!!!

dont know...lets see

time passed by a bit slower than than any other day...its getting close to 12.30pm...i tried to complete some work ...just before 12.3o...my icq is on...lots of invitaions are coming here and there....bt i ignored..

Then...there he was..12.30 sharp he was there..

LORD: Hi Maxiem :)

i smiled

MAXIEM: Hi Lord :)

and there it was another intresting day with him...we kept talking and talking...it suprised me that he never asked me if i was single or married..most guys ask this just after few minutes...didnt try to ask me for my real name...just called me by my nick.. maxiem...why?????

i kicked those thoughts out of my head...figured lets wait and see what this guy is all about...its too early to judje...

The Lord & I (part 5)

We talked and talked...i was laughing like hell..time passed by so quickly...it didnt feel like an hour and a half..

LORD: BRB

although i chatted before but that word was new to me...i said

MAXIEM: what does that mean?
LORD: it means be right back
MAXIEM: woow i didnt know that
LORD: ohh then i will teach you alot

I didnt realy pay attention to his last statment...but eventually i knew what he ment..

At 1.30pm he said its time to leave...will i see you tomarrow at the same time?

I replied YES lord...inshalla i will see you tomarrow...

I felt a tiny weeni strange feeling inside me..what is it?

i've done this before...i chatted...what was diffrent...didnt find an answer..but i knew i was happy...

The Lord & I (part 4)

I usually get alot of invitations from hundreds of guys/girls (but im not into girls if you know what i mean)hungry for fun and looking for an easy bird...but i was never that type...im not a play girl...i dont wana have relations ...im only here to explore this world...this world that allows you to be with somone..to contact a strager..talk..laugh..o 3'airaaaaaaaaa...

I never had any relationships n my life...an official relationship with a guy...i have been aproached by many but never gave them the chance...i was always afraid..

It was around noon...12pm in a monday afternoon...my ICQ was open...many invitations but i keep deleating and ignoring...but there was this invitation from someone called LORD...

Hmmmmmmmmmmm thats a nice nickname...

LORD: Hi there
MAXIEM: hi lord

and there it was my first word to the man who changed my life...

The Lord & I...(part 3)

The next morning we were all excited...el yoom binjarib el ICQ...i went to my office...switched my pc...o da7'lt el ICQ...it was only few minutes when i started getting invitations...i screamed Angel im geting invitations..shasawi..a7'af arid!!!! bo heard me and she went..ACCEPT..ACCEPT...

And i did...and i started chatting...there was adel,hashem,and ahmed...adel was a kuwaiti..married...43 years old...he was sweet...hashem a kuwaiti..pharmacist...married...37...and a sex maniac...ahmed...egyption...single...ma adri shino yishti3'el...he was damn funnnyyyyyy...

it was fun...diffrent bt nothing special...

Then..Suddenly he appeard...an invitation from somone called LORD...

The Lord & I (part 2)

ICQ...shino hatha we screamed...ma t9adgoon bo said...u can speak to people (guys) bedoon ma e3arfoonkm...me and angel went 9ijeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..wanasa..yalla...

it was always my fear to be known...i dont want anyone to know me...

bo went to are pc's and created an account for each one..me..angel & cookie....shtaboon tsamoon nafskum...fakarna...i choose the name MAXIEM...it was one of my faviourat cafes in paris...my precious town...and there it was...ana...me is maxiem...

and i started my journy in the ICQ world...

The Lord & I...(part 1)

Spring of 2001..it was an ordinary day at work...another semi boring day...i did some work then i went to sit with the girls...angel,cookie & bo...the girls were talking about how boared they are...they were nagging...
nabi n7ib...nabi shay fun...makoo a7ad bil dawam...yyyy '3ligaaaaa......malal....uff

Suddenly bo screamed...tadroon shino yi9la7 likum...the girls went what...then she said it...the word that changed my life...she said ICQ....

my first crush

when your away you get to rember things...old stuff...very old stuff...i was watching tv....reruns were on...and there he was....((MAGNIM P.I))...rember him...with his beatiful legs...hairy chest...amazing smile....ya 7ilwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

he was my first ever CRUSH....and many many other girls crush im sure...god when i see him i just have this feeling of comfort....dont know why?? i rember his tiny shorts and how sexy he looked....

wallah i missd those days...when everything was smooth....easy...and nothing to worry about...

Dont we all?

me and my first day in the blog world

i have been away from the country for soo long...i miss the heat...i miss the dust...most of all i miss my people...mom...dad...family get togeather..are house...my car...i always loved to travel but usually its my choice...but not this time...this time i was forced too...

I have never been alone in my life,,,always wonderd how does it feel being alone,,,thought it was easy,,,thought it was fun...but nooo,,,,nop,,,it was tough,,,reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tough...again it wasnt my choice...


when your away you see things clear...you know people better...you find out what you mean to others...your suprised!!!! and eventually you discover the truth...